It's about time someone made a snowgirl along with a snowman and look at how cute she is!!!
Leave it to Lucy to add eyelashes. I never would have thought of that. I love how little they are. It reminds me of when Skipper was younger and did this.
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Last night we drove past our old house.....
Each time we do I have that same weird new feeling that is foreign to me. (Like...who are those strange people living in MY house? I don't like that they are in MY house. That is OUR house...) After all, that was our home for the kid's entire lives, and mine and Dae's for almost 15 years.
I heard Lucy say, "Here it comes, here it comes....there's THAT barn...there's Jazzy and Baylee's house...there it is!!"
Seconds later Deac was crying in the back seat, just like he does every time we pass by.
He misses his teacher Mrs. McCann.
He misses Noah and Sawyer living so close.
He misses his back yard...
I don't blame him. Hopefully he will learn to love where we are. Maybe even more.
The girls and I tried to console him on the way home, which was futile until Lucy said, "Deac...in our old house we could never sit in the middle of the road."
I guess she is right...
It always makes me feel a little sad driving by. Maybe not because I miss the house particularly, but because I miss having the feeling of "MY HOME". I guess I had grown pretty connected to that place. The first month after we moved I cried and cried. Sometimes not really knowing why. I felt so misplaced. Even though I did like our new home, it was a strange new place. Honestly, I am so grateful! I can't believe we've really moved!
I think we need to make a few more memories in this new home we've chosen first, before we REALLY feel at home.
"We will"...That's what I keep telling the kids..."I know it."